did I? do I?

I, really regret.

Really regret that i did those silly things to she and he.

who are they?

She, was my best friend before. He, was my first love before.

I knew, you all are still hating me.

I knew....

I knew those all things!!

I hate that, why I so easily have an effect from my friend to hate and love another peoples?

Is this my fault or yours?

I doesn't know that before.

Means what?

I can't get back them evenly.

I admit that I was naive.

I admit that I choose lover is seeing their looks.

I admit that, I already hurt him many times!

Now, I want him, I need him, but I did not have any chance and brave to let me tell him: I THINK I ALREADY FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU!

I told myself need to forget him and start a new life and live in my own life!

YES!

I shall, I should, I do... to live in my own life.

I know, but I did not know it before!

I hate myself!

I really regret. Really regret to lose a best friend and a lover.

If they forgive me, I also won't forgive myself that I hurt them before!!

REALLY!!